Nature Journal

I feel so isolated from nature. I'm indoors most of the day sitting under a fluorescent light, eating Taco bell. I feel shaky. I am uptight. All this concrete has gotten to me. If it weren't for the smell of leaves, well, I guess I wouldn't have had a topic for paper number one. The environment has been rooted in my life, in my happiness. How is it that human beings can live so apart from nature? Why is human nature something different altogether? I take pride in the fact that I am still an animal. I have crazy desires: I get ravenous, I get competitive as all hell, I am a predator. I also realize the crazy things I do to fit into this messed up daily life of the human. For gods sake I have fake hair.